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worshipsatanzine wrote:

Samizdat wrote:

that its a shitty feeling when someone that you got into weed/drugs becomes an addict.

Uh-huh....A kid I knew that first smoked with me, shot someone this past summer.....or when they die from a drug od/suicide...I have way too many dead friends, Canada's crazy

yeah.. a couple of my high school drug buddies went overboard with drugs.. not fun..

macabrepest wrote:

the whole flowers thing
Winter and fall are good for my health

only WINTER is real

worshipsatanzine wrote:

macabrepest wrote:

the whole flowers thing
Winter and fall are good for my health

only WINTER is real

That's right! :hailz:

macabrepest wrote:

That's right! :hailz:

This summer is gonna be REALLY hot when teh nuclear bombs explode again and cause another "Tsuani"

worshipsatanzine wrote:

macabrepest wrote:

That's right! :hailz:

This summer is gonna be REALLY hot when teh nuclear bombs explode again and cause another "Tsuani"

Which Nuclear Bombs? :heinnn: what war ?

Arre wrote:

And no, I won't touch it, but what have you got to recomend? :lol!:

Try what you're willing to do (or afford!), but DON't touch heroin. Eases the pain of living by bringing you closer to death. The shit really sucks the life out of people once they get addicted.

If you ever know a dealer, kick them. They're fully aware of the fact that it's fucking good people up. SCUMBAGS.

Ok. No, drugs fucking suck (well, alcohol is a drug to ofcourse, but you know what I mean). I have some friends and a bunch of relatives that are adicted to different shit. No fun at all. My cousin for example, his life is really fucked up. He's like 24 and got a kid recently and goes to NA AND AA at the same time. His dad is a fuck up to, a member of the Hells Angels.

Arre wrote:

Ok. No, drugs fucking suck (well, alcohol is a drug to ofcourse, but you know what I mean). I have some friends and a bunch of relatives that are adicted to different shit. No fun at all. My cousin for example, his life is really fucked up. He's like 24 and got a kid recently and goes to NA AND AA at the same time. His dad is a fuck up to, a member of the Hells Angels.

So Stay in School! :sarcastic: :lol!:

macabrepest wrote:

Arre wrote:

Ok. No, drugs fucking suck (well, alcohol is a drug to ofcourse, but you know what I mean). I have some friends and a bunch of relatives that are adicted to different shit. No fun at all. My cousin for example, his life is really fucked up. He's like 24 and got a kid recently and goes to NA AND AA at the same time. His dad is a fuck up to, a member of the Hells Angels.

So Stay in School! :sarcastic: :lol!:

Hahaha, that's right man!

Arre wrote:

macabrepest wrote:

So Stay in School! :sarcastic: :lol!:

Hahaha, that's right man!

I don't have a education high school wise, and I'm doing better then most of the redneck fucks that went to my high school that I used to fight everyday (I grew up in a SMALL town, and escaped to Toronto)

I've done more dope then most people could handle and work full time and pretty much run a warehouse with one other employee.

So I dunnnnoo....each to their own

worshipsatanzine wrote:

I don't have a education high school wise, and I'm doing better then most of the redneck fucks that went to my high school that I used to fight everyday (I grew up in a SMALL town, and escaped to Toronto)

I've done more dope then most people could handle and work full time and pretty much run a warehouse with one other employee.

So I dunnnnoo....each to their own

there always are exceptional stories.. like the quebec version of don cherry.. the guy is illiterate, and he makes more money in a day then i do in a year but i still think high school is very important..

and yeah, a lot of drug people get their lives back on track.. i had addiction problems in the past, but so far i turned out ok; a whole buncha people i know same deal, addiction then manage to fix life up.. im not saying that getting hooked to drugs is a good thing.. far from it, but i know from experience that an addict is not a lost cause as a human..

Pffffffff
I graduated from a shit i got diploma and shit and I got no job!

Life's a bitch and fucking unfair ! ! !

Let's rob Churches !

:fucklol: :fuckufuck:

Samizdat wrote:

im not saying that getting hooked to drugs is a good thing.. far from it, but i know from experience that an addict is not a lost cause as a human..

Being a slave to anything is a bad bad idea

Mind over matter is a good saying

Samizdat wrote:

worshipsatanzine wrote:

I don't have a education high school wise, and I'm doing better then most of the redneck fucks that went to my high school that I used to fight everyday (I grew up in a SMALL town, and escaped to Toronto)

I've done more dope then most people could handle and work full time and pretty much run a warehouse with one other employee.

So I dunnnnoo....each to their own

there always are exceptional stories.. like the quebec version of don cherry.. the guy is illiterate, and he makes more money in a day then i do in a year but i still think high school is very important..

and yeah, a lot of drug people get their lives back on track.. i had addiction problems in the past, but so far i turned out ok; a whole buncha people i know same deal, addiction then manage to fix life up.. im not saying that getting hooked to drugs is a good thing.. far from it, but i know from experience that an addict is not a lost cause as a human..

Very true!

in Toronto right now its Speed that is making the the streets messy

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BTW, what have you tried guys?

All of them. Drugs sure aren't rare around here. That being said, I haven't really done much in the way of drugs in years. I'm not fond of pot much, I used to grow shrooms, did a lot of acid in the past, heroin, coke, some speed and a lot of pills. I love heroin but refuse to do it often, would not want to get addicted and fuck up my life worse than it is. I think while using narcotics is the only time I ever feel truly relaxed, which is why I like heroin/morphine/oxycontin/etc. so much. As a kid we used to go to the grocery store and buy the canned whipped cream to get high from, haha. That and Robotussin DM. Lately, i drink sometimes, I get high very rarely, and that's it. I say I loved heroin, but I should also say I don't plan to do any more of it.

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actually haha.. i do have asthma, and yeah ive taken a whole bunch of medications for it, though none of them get me high (that inoticed at least)..

I have it too, and most of the medications are just variations on epinephrine or else they are steroids, and they don't get you high. Once I was hospitalized and given huge doses, and the main side effects were that my heart was beating fast and I got muscle cramps in my legs.

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Try what you're willing to do (or afford!), but DON't touch heroin. Eases the pain of living by bringing you closer to death. The shit really sucks the life out of people once they get addicted.

If you ever know a dealer, kick them. They're fully aware of the fact that it's fucking good people up. SCUMBAGS.

Another reason to avoid heroin: heroin dealers. Shady fuckers, all of them. And there is no need to actually start using heroin, when there are less addictive drugs out there that also fuck you up right and proper.

In other news, college is a fucking joke. I only went because I have no direction in life, and now I'm out, and StILL have no direction in life... College is mostly people lying to themselves about how smart they are and how great the future will be. Economy here sucks and there are no fucking jobs, college or no, work experience or no...

I worked in tech support and video editing for a few years, then I was a security guard for a while, now I am working part time as a translator (German > English, mostly medical and legal documents) and have no money, because of medical and college bills.

Your right COD, the economy is tottaly fucked. Thats what happens tho when the crooks in charge "loose" over 29 trillion dollars to off shore banks. Creates a recession from HELL! I cant picture shit getting better anyday soon unfortunally. Even worse, the New World Order plan will probally be comming into affect.

No reason to do Herione when one can do Morphine. Same affect and much cheaper. I feel the same way man, i'm never relaxed and the only times I have been tottaly relaxed is when I was on Morph or H or Oxys.

These days I ONLY drink. I don't even smoke weed anymore. Each to their own tho, I dont like judging people for making their own decisions.

I was with a friend a couple of weeks ago and smoked a bit of pot, and I realized just then that I hadn't smoked pot in about 5 years! I just drink and [rarely] take pills these days. I drink to relax, but it doesn't work nearly as well for that as pills. I'm a fairly mellow drunk though. The only time other people's drug choices annoy me is when they seem to waste 10 hours a day looking for pot, I just can't understand that. I've had roommates like that, and they'd always want me to ride around in the car with them while they spend 20 hours looking for weed. Terrible waste of time, IMO.

I did heroin occasionally, and only because I had roommates who knew H dealers at the time. Otherwise, I probably wouldn't have ever tried it.

I put in job applications all the time, all over, and it seems like they disappear into a black hole. I know I must be qualified for something...

circleofdestruction wrote:

I put in job applications all the time, all over, and it seems like they disappear into a black hole. I know I must be qualified for something...

Yeah haha and some people claim weed isn't addictive? Ya right haha it can become a total mental addiction and tottaly control peoples minds. Almost makes some so moody when they are without weed that they seem to suffer from bi polar disorder.

Best of luck with the job search man, I know how it feels but never give up!

Yeah, only thing worse than having to deal with people searching all day for weed is people who are bitching because they have none and all are moody and shit.

Thanks. Yeah, I keep putting in the damn applications. I figure, I'll find something full time someday. With translation, it's kind of feast and famine though. I might make a lot of money over a weekend, but then not work for weeks at a time, which also stresses me out.

circleofdestruction wrote:

Yeah, only thing worse than having to deal with people searching all day for weed is people who are bitching because they have none and all are moody and shit.

Thanks. Yeah, I keep putting in the damn applications. I figure, I'll find something full time someday. With translation, it's kind of feast and famine though. I might make a lot of money over a weekend, but then not work for weeks at a time, which also stresses me out.

Indeed. Usually they don't even realize their mood swings i've noticed.

I can get pretty moody myself tho when I don't have any beer tho.

What kinda work are you looking for?

worshipsatanzine wrote:

Indeed. Usually they don't even realize their mood swings i've noticed.

I can get pretty moody myself tho when I don't have any beer tho.

What kinda work are you looking for?

Yeah, seems that way.

I'm putting in applications for everything I can, everything from web design to translation to putting in apps at local stores and places that are hiring for clerks and so on. Sometimes I do ghostwriting but it's usually per article and I don't make much in a month doing it. Pays the internet bills, etc lately though. I sold a bunch of my old textbooks online last month to try to get money. I was doing translation for a German software company but that's as-needed too, and they haven't needed me in a few weeks, I guess...

I got spoiled doing video editing from home a few years ago, though. I never had to deal with coworkers, I just sent the files... I hate the thought of going back to retail jobs because I hate dealing with people, but at this point, I'd do just about anything.

circleofdestruction wrote:

I hate the thought of going back to retail jobs because I hate dealing with people, but at this point, I'd do just about anything.

I hear that man! Espically work place drama, thats the WORST. I spent many years working in warehouse/factorys, since everyones bored as fuck, everyone seems to want to get involved with others personal life, etc gets tiresome fast!

I worked in a convenience store, night shift, for 3 years. I was usually the only person in the store (employees, I mean) until the boss came at 5am, but I still hated customers (was also robbed at gunpoint 3 times). Likewise, when I was working as a security guard, I was the only person on duty, which was nice also. Mostly got paid for sitting at a desk, messing around on my laptop. I'm still hoping to find a job with minimal human interaction, but I'm applying for a bit of everything.

The first time I went to college it was actually for film, but then I realized how many fucking people you have to deal with to make a film, even a small one, and I said to hell with all that. heh.